Blown outa proportion.

Don't you hate it when things get blown out of proportion? Especially when your just plodding along, minding your own business and then someone comes up and makes a comment. Your left there going 'Oh, well, do I? Hmmmm... maybe I do if you say I am...' Then, thats when it blows out of proportion. It gets fueled by the fire many times, And it develops more and more. Inside your thinking 'I don't really do... or do I? Hey maybe I do. Yeah, I think I do.' And then all of a sudden it blows up. Its over. You stand back from it all, rerun it through your mind. Then you think 'No, I never really did. it was just suggested, then fueled by the fire.'
     Now my problem is that I feel really stupid. Reeeeally stupid. Letting myself believe that I did, but I really, never did. 'Once again, you've successfully made yourself look stupid! Good on ya Alyce!' haha, ah well. If you light a fire and then blow it out, the ash and wood must cool, shouldn't it? I'm kinda glad that it happened in some sence, but in other ways I feel like an idiot about it happening. Oh well, life can only get better. At least I'm not held down by it, ppl breathing down my neck and asking me about it.
     Mmmmmm... I'm going to the beach on Friday. I don't like it when ppl compare my skin to theirs. "I'm browner that you!" Arrg! lol, but then you end up burnt, you you tan from being burnt, right? So its all fine and dandy! Mmmmmm... brown skin. But do I want to be a wrinkled prune one day? Or should i stay like the Elizabethan's and be white? You know, they liked to stay as pale as possible, because if you tanned, you would be considered to be in the working class. Like. the workers are brown cos they work outside. The fine ladies shouldn't be, as theyu stay inside all day, pockets full of money and sipping tea. How boring... BRING ON THE SUN!
     I am now on my diet again. I said I would start after the exams, but after watching my figure grow in the mirror for a few weeks, I decided that I should diet earlier. Cut down and excursive. Woot! lol, bye bye coco pops *sob* I can't wait to get this fat off my legs! I want to have sexy legs. haha, life hell that'll happen! Anyways, I better go. Study. *groan* 2 more to go!