Ponderings

Hmmmmm... It feels like I'm being surrounded by more and more gay ppl nowadays. I'm not saying that gay ppl are bad, its just weird, like to all of a sudden be exposed to more and more of them. My friend's supposed girlfirend dumped him today because she found out that she was gay... My gay friend at work told me all about the one night stands he's had, which I quickly told him soon after that I didn't like talking about that kind of personal information.
"Dude, I"m not like that. I'm one of those girls who have sex after marriage." "What, your a catholik or something?" "No, I'm a Christian." "Awe thats cute... So you have morals and stuff?"
And my other friend used to work with a gay... whom looked at porn on the work computer with the other guys that worked there. Its not the gay person that I don't like, its their lifestyle. I don't agree with it, and they probably know that. It doesn't stop me from talking to them though. My work mate is really nice, hes so friendly! I just don't like what he does. So thats how I feel... and thats what I've been thinking about for a bit.
Neways, apart from pondering, I've been really busy! But of course, I always have to put some time aside to post, which I'm doing now. I'm sorry to say that I didn't go to youth last Saturday night. Instead, I was locked up in my room painting... lol, theres paint all over my floor aye. And on my bed a little... you see, I had a little nap last night, but ended up sleeping through my alarm (AGAIN!) so um.... some of the paint that was on me got all over my bed... hehehe I don't think mum'll be very happy when she cleans my sheets. But Mum won't have to clean them for awhile, cos shes away at the mo! Which I prolly told you about in my last post... Neways, cos she and dad were away, Ryan and I had to lead praise and worship. Which we've done before, but it was even more scary cos mum wasn't there to support us. We ended up having only 4 singers -Justin, Rebecca, Ryan and myself - which was ok, but I could hear the lack of voices in the music. The band were great as usual, and I recieved a lot of compliments about the band and singers - Luke even said that he didn't feel that mum should have to sing up on stage as much anymore, which is pretty cool. Its nice to have more responsibility... I can feel the responsibilities growing on me, as more and more ppl are expecting great things from me... For instance, I have to MC (host) the graduation assembly AND grad dinner! Now thats a huge resposibility... But I'm sure I'll do it just fine...
Neways, I must go! Have a lot of painting to do you know! Have a good one ya'll... cya soon.