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Right now, I don't feel particularly great. Actually since being at work I have felt like this. At some point during work today, this wave of sad emotions hit my body... Maybe it was caused by boredom and the constant frown upon my face. Or maybe it came after I said 'hi' to a co-worker and he didn't take any notice of me. Anyway, it doesn't matter... All that matters is that I feel miserable. I guess I could eat a whole lot of crap out of the fridge to make me feel better... But then again, I wouldn't and won't feel any better cos I know I'll regret eating it later.
     After work I decided to go to "beadzone" to grab some beads (obviously). I've been inspired to create jewellery and accessories of late. But at the moment I don't feel like creating. Or that maybe because I can't find the string? It's in Diana's room somewhere... It's wierd. This is not a commen emotion. I guess it envelopes people every once and awhile. I guess its cos I'm working and I don't have much stuff to do... I don't have a routine at the moment.
     Well, you guys probably don't want to be reading about how I feel at the moment. How is it that you can feel allright one moment and then terribly lonely the next? Strange... I think I'll feel better after typing and posting this. Getting things out really helps sometimes. And I'm not just saying that. People really should learn how to let things out rather than letting stuff boil and churn and grow inside themselves... Then they burst, flip, step over the line, roar their heads off, etc. Anyway, enough said.